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Fr. Augustine Vallooran VC


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The New Beginning - Fr. Michael Payyappilly VC

We are completing a year and are entering into the New Year - 2010. New enthusiasm, new hopes new ideas, all this being an integral part of the New Year! Somehow every time a New Year sets in, there is an attitude of 'newness'. We have so often heard and maybe done ourselves - 'The New Year List' - a list of promises, and resolutions: It is often filled with good intentions like: I will pray regularly, I will not smoke, I will stop drinking, I will get up early and so forth… The list goes on and on, so much so, that the enormity of the list itself is a clear indication of how much time we had on our hands when we were claiming to be very busy! And since we ourselves have written the list, we proudly show it off to every in sight. Yet, we would probably never again have a glance at the long, point by point, essay! Does this whole drama have much meaning or is it a very good way of systematically wasting your time? What is it that we can derive from a New Year?

For many, it is that the old has died and passed out and the new is coming in. But after the high, the fact sets in is that everything is the same and the only thing that has changed is the page of the calendar or the whole calendar itself. This is when many of us fall into a rut and think that it is never possible to change our ways and so why try at all! Many people have come up to me and told me, "I have given up trying because I always end up doing the same mistakes. My life will never change; I will never be able to give up smoking or drinking." Maybe we are missing the point as to what actually the New Year is all about.

It is not just the change but rather the chance to get up once again; a chance to fight back; a chance to start on a clean slate once again! This is an opportunity that Jesus gives his faithful every minute of the day. This is the opportunity that Peter used to the fullest. If we glance through the pages of the Gospel, especially the life of Peter, we find that he was far from perfect. Perfection is what we would expect from the first Pope. Rather he was one who kept making blunders after blunders. He denied the Lord; he went back to his old trade of fishing (John 21:1 ff); he never understood the importance of Jesus dying on the Cross (Mt 16:22-23); at the Last Supper he does not seem to understand the significance of what Jesus was about to do and foolishly replies, "Lord wash my hands and head." (John 13:9) But in spite of all of these, he always got up and humbly made his way back to Jesus. When he denied Jesus he turned back to Him; after going fishing in (John Chapter 21), we see him swim back to Jesus. He was always humble enough to go back to Jesus when he made a mistake and that is what makes him so special and the perfect model for us as Christians.

Christianity is not about doing everything right but rather it is about holding on to the one Person who is right - our Lord and Saviour! I feel Peter was not made the pope because of his holiness but because he was one of the few who had so clearly understood that Jesus is a forgiving God and will always be ready to take us back. Peter would be the best representation of normal people like us. We are humans and there will always be the dangers of falling off-track. But by moaning about our offence or faults we will never be able to get out of it. The only other option is to get up once more. We are never defeated by our sins but rather by our stubbornness in not getting up. We are familiar with the life of King David. He was chosen as king not because of any great quality. In fact his very own father, Jesse dismisses him as insignificant when Prophet Samuel enquires about him. He who was a nothing was given a highly exalted position by God. It is this King David, who in spite of having close proximity with God, falls into sin (1 Samuel Chapter 11). But the moment he realises his sin, he decides to turn back to God and tries once again to be the just king that he is supposed to be. Walter Hilton says, "When you attack the roots of sin, fix your thought upon the God who you desire rather than upon the sin which is abhorred." Irrespective of the extent of our sin, we have to make repeated efforts to get up. God always leaves his hands extended so that we could use it to stand up again. Tertullian says, "Repeated sickness must have repeated medicine. You will show your gratitude to the Lord by not refusing what the Lord offers you. You have offended but still can be reconciled." Let us not refuse the hands of the Lord which will help us get up again.

Many of us are able to grasp that God forgives and lifts us up but we falter when it comes to forgiving ourselves. We have to learn that if God can forgive our sins, we should be able to forgive our self for what we have done. Many times the pain of our past life and failures remain because we fail to forgive ourselves. A lady once came up to me and spoke of how she was in a lot of depression because of her past life. Seeing her condition, I asked her if it was her first retreat. But she replied that it was her sixth retreat! I asked her if she believes in a forgiving God and she replied in the affirmative. This lady though she has been forgiven way back and believes in a forgiving God, she still pains within herself thinking about her past life. The reason is simple, she fails to forgive herself. She is holding onto a sin which Jesus has already forgiven. This is what happens in our lives as well. We fall into sin time and again and though Jesus is ready to forgive us at anytime, we stubbornly fail to forgive ourselves. This then makes us sit in our filth and keep moaning about our failure to lead a life worthy of the Lord.

Let us make that decision to forgive our self and get up once again. Let us never get disheartened by the failures in our spiritual life. Life in this sinful world is a continuous struggle and the one who fights to the end is the one who will be rewarded. In the Letter to the Philippians Chapter 3:13-14 we read, "Forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on towards the goal for the prize of the heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus."

This New Year, let us get up once again and march towards the glory that the Lord has promised us. And let every day of our lives be a 'New Year' – with new resolutions and the strength to keep striving towards the perfection that the Lord has called us to. God's hands are always open, the question is, are we ready to walk back into them?

Divine Updates

MAGNIFICAT in Bangalore

Celebrate an evening with our Lord in Bangalore at the 'Magnificat' on March 23, 2019. Services to be led by Fr John Prince VC. Special session for children. All are welcome.

Venue: St. Joseph's Boys' School Chapel, Museum Road, Bangalore

39th National Youth Retreat

Our annual National Youth Retreat will be held at the Divine Retreat Centre. Come and let the word of God refresh you. Simultaneous retreats for couples, children and Bible nursery to be held. Contact Divine Youth for more details.

Date: May 19 - 24, 2019

Kannada Convention 2019

Divine Retreat Centre will conduct our annual Kannada convention in May, 2019. The convention will be blessed by the vibrant preaching of many anointed servants of God. Please come.

Date: May 5 - May 10, 2019

Konkani Convention - Kuttumb-Utsov-2019

Divine Retreat Centre's annual Konkani Convention will be held at the centre. The convention will be led by Fr. Augustine Vallooran VC, Director. Talks to focus mainly on the renewal of the family. All are welcome.

Date: April 28 - May 3, 2019

Retreats in Divine Retreat Centre, UK

Divine Retreat Centre, Ramsgate UK, has announced several English and Malayalam language retreats to be led by Fr. George Panackal VC and Fr. Joseph Edattu VC. All are welcome.

Dates: Jan - Dec, 2019

Hindi Convention Ojas 2019

The Divine Retreat Centre will conduct our ninth Hindi convention, in 2019. Two retreats will be held simultaneously on the campus; one for adults and another for couples and youth. All are welcome.

Date: May 26 - May 31, 2019

Divine Retreats in Canada

Divine healing Masses and retreats to be held across various venues in Canada. Masses to be offered by Fr Augustine Vallooran VC. Praise and worship by Glen and Teresa La'Rive. Please bring your loved ones.

Date: 15 - 27 March, 2019

POWER 2019 at Divine Retreat Centre

DRC is back with the highlight of the year: the 14th International Youth Conference - POWER 2019. The very best international preachers and gospel bands will be here to lead us into worship. Be there to experience a totally different atmosphere of prayer. A Couples' Retreat and a Kids' Retreat will be held simultaneously. Don't miss it.

Date: July 21 - July 26, 2019

Retreats at the Divine Retreat Centre, Sydney

Divine Retreat Centre, Somersby to hold retreats throughout 2019. For bookings, email Fr Roni George, Director - or Hurry, as admission is limited.

Date: January 2019 - December, 2019

4th India Catholic Deaf Retreat 2019

A Divine Mission Retreat will be held at the Divine Retreat Centre, Muringoor, for those with hearing disabilities. The retreat is organised by the Catholic Deaf Association of India. Please spread the word.

Date: May 24 - 26, 2019

Divine Retreat Schedules


English retreats are held every week from Sunday to Friday. Special retreats are conducted for priests, religious and laity as well. Come and experience the Lord and grow in Him.


Inner healing retreats, growth retreats, couples' retreats and youth retreats in Malayalam, are led by Vincentian priests.


Retreats in Konkani, Kannada, Tamil, Hindi and Telugu

Every week, retreats are held in five different regional languages of India, apart from in the local language - Malayalam. The retreats are led by Vincentian priests and supported by powerfully anointed laity of God.

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